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The Perfect Present

Today is my birthday, and many of you have wished me special happiness on it.  Thank you.  It’s nice to be remembered by friends, and today, a special friend remembered me with a wonderful birthday present.  Actually, it arrived yesterday, but what great lead in to a special day.

WE GOT OUR VISAS!!!  Yay! Yahoo!! Whoopee! and Praise the Lord!!  Ready or not, here we come…or rather there we’ll go!  Next Tuesday, my parents and I will fly out from Des Moines with our ultimate destination as Fortaleza.  So with much joy in my heart and praise to my God, I plan to run around like madwoman-albeit a cheerful one-during this next week (only a week!), trying to get everything done that needs to be done.

There has been a small snag in our wedding plans (and marriage process) in Brazil, which I’ll blog about later; but the Lord has already made provision for it with His abundant grace.  Great is His faithfulness!  Won’t you rejoice and praise God with us?

“You shall fear the LORD your God; you shall serve Him,
and to Him you shall hold fast, and take oaths in His name.
He is your praise, and He is your God, who has done for you
these great and awesome things which your eyes have seen.”
Deuteronomy 10:20, 21

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A Long Fall

I have a belated prayer request. 

Last Wednesday, after receiving the news of Grandpa’s death, my family learned that my Uncle Darrell, who is married to my dad’s sister Adeline and farms in Northern Iowa, fell 27 feet while working in the barn on Tuesday night.  Initially, he was taken to the hospital in Fort Dodge; but the orthopedic surgeon was gone on vacation, so he was moved to Mercy Hospital in Des Moines.

Again, God’s careful and gracious orchestration of the events gave us cause to be thankful.  In spite of his long fall, Uncle Darrell did not hit his head or hurt his back; and because he had his cell phone with him, he was able to call my aunt for help.  Also, because we were already in the Des Moines area for Grandpa’s funeral, my parents and I were able to spend time with Darrell and Adeline in the hospital.  The surgery went well, and Uncle Darrell is making a good recovery – at least, it appeared so to me!  So as you pray for my family, please include my uncle and aunt in your prayers.  It will be a while before Darrell is fully recovered, and in the meantime, there are chores to do.  (Funny how that works.)

Love you, Uncle Darrell and Aunt Adeline!

 

 Uncle Darrell with Parker and Austin at the Wedding Celebration,
just a few days previous to the accident.

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A WED-derful Evening

I know of few brides who plan a wedding without a groom – okay, I don’t know any! – so how I came to be one is a mystery to me; but not to God. And it was He, I believe, who received all the praise from Friday night’s celebration. As my brother Shon said in his challenge that night, we don’t know why God didn’t allow Fred to get a visa, but we do know that it is for our good.

Thank all of you who helped to make it such a special evening. Some helped with planning & decorations. Some served punch and beijinhos de coco; while others helped make the food, including meals for my family. Some recorded the event with pictures and video, and others sang special music, including Katrina’s impromptu choir’s presentation of “God Bless Our Kari.” Many helped with the clean up afterward. Each and every act of service was a tremendous help, blessing and encouragement. Thank you.

I also with to thank those who made the evening special simply by their presence. Several of you traveled long distances only to stay a short time, then travel home again late at night. Those from church were weary after the week’s preparation for Saturday’s Internation Give Away. Others had physical limitations, etc. and endured much to attend. Please know that I recognize the time, energy, and resources you all gave to be there on Friday evening. Know also that your sacrifice of love made your presence all that much sweeter. Thank you.

A special thanks to my oldest brother and the Steven and Carol Celarier for the gift of Fred’s presence. Seeing him stand up front brought tears to my eyes. You’ll never know what a delight his “presence” brought to my evening.

Last, but certainly not least, I wish to thank my family who gave of themselves in unmeasureable ways to help me celebrate this special event. I love you all deeply and praise God for you. Thank you for the numerous ways you demonstrate your love toward me.

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The Perfect Answer

I’m not going to bother with build up.  Fred’s visa was denied.

The last question on Fred’s application (which we filled out months ago when we first made the appointment) asked if Fred was related to or engaged to anyone living in the U.S.  We paused in our progress, recognizing what such an answer could cost us; and indeed, it did. 

Fred’s engagment was the key issue – the only issue – during his interview. Very likely, if we had lied on his application, Fred would have recieved his visa; however, that is not really a plausible scenario, for as Fred said to me today, “There was no other choice; that was the answer.”

Thank you for your prayers.  Please do not be disappointed with the result or think them unaswered.  They were!!  And in the very best way possible – through God’s tremendous work of grace in our hearts. 

I am disappointed, and yes, I’ve cried (Fred has, too.); but we are not devestated or disillusioned by the consulate’s response.  God is still sovereign, and God is still good.  That has not changed.  Although we may have trouble seeing the answer through our earthly eyes, this answer is the best answer for Fred and my good; and we praise Him for His marvelous work of grace in our lives.

 

O Father, You are Sovereign
(to the tune of “The Church’s One Foundation”)

O Father, You are Sovereign
In all the worlds you made;
Your mighty word has spoken,
And light and life obeyed.
Your voice commands the seasons
And bound the ocean shore,
Sets stars within their courses
And still the tempest’s roar.

O Father, You are Sovereign
In all affairs of man;
No powers of death and darkness
Can thwart Your perfect plan.
All chance and change transcending,’
Supreme in time and space,
You hold your trusting children
Secure in Your embrace.

O Father, You are Sovereign,
Lord of human pain,
Transmuting earthly sorrows
To gold of heavenly gain.
All evil overruling
And none by Conqueror could,
Your love pursues its purpose -
Our soul’s eternal good.

O Father, You are Sovereign;
We see you dimly now,
But soon before Your triumph
Earth’s every knee shall bow.
With this glad hope before us
Our faith springs forth anew;
Our sovereign Lord and Savior,
We trust and worship You.

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The “Chicago” Consulate of Brazil

In His ever faithful way, God continues to remind Fred and I to trust in Him and to show us why we can.

Now that he has a definite interview date, Fred is busy arranging all of the logistics that accompany it, such as transportation, lodging, etc.  He began first by inquiring about bus passages.  It is about a 12-hour trip to Recife, but as the cheapest, we thought it was the best choice.  That is until God, through divinely orchestrated events, provided some flight tickets at a price even lower than the bus passage.  It may seem a small thing, but a short flight is much more agreeable than a bus ride.  It was also confirmation of how God continues to go before us, even in the details; and it proved to be a very timely reminder. 

The person selling the ticket asked Fred about the purpose of his trip, so Fred told him about his scheduled interview at the U.S. Consulate in Recife.  The vendor’s reply was something to the effect of, “Recife?  You don’t want to go there.  They always say no.”  (Hmm, that sounds familiar.)

The news struck fear into Fred, and for a moment, he considered trying to cancel his appointment in Recife and reschedule in Brasilia.  His reaction, however, was only momentary before the Holy Spirit reminded him of God’s soveriengn power.  “The heart of the king is in the hand of the Lord” (Pr. 21:1).  From God’s perspective, it doesn’t matter which side of the bed Fred’s interviewers wake up on June 28: the outcome has already been determined.

Recently, a friend recently reminded me about God’s command to Joshua to march around Jericho in Joshua 6: ”And the LORD said to Joshua, ‘See, I have given Jericho into your hand, with its king and mighty men of valor.’”  Have: that’s in present tense.  Given: that’s past.  Together they form the present past tense.  In other words, it was a done deal, a completed action.  The victory was already won, but God in His grace provides a way for Israel to participate with Him: ”You shall march.”  And that was it.

Thnk about how often this mentality is woven throughout Scripture.  Ephesians 2:8, 9 is a familiar passage to many of us, but verse ten is sometimes overlooked: “For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.”  These works were prepared for us and woven into the fabric of our lives while we were yet being formed: “My frame was not hidden from you, when I was being made in secret, intricately woven in the depths of the earth.  Your eyes saw my unformed substance; in Your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them (Ps. 139:15, 16).

Elisabeth Elliot often refers to God’s soveriegn plan for our lives as ”marching orders.”  The people of Israel recieved literal ones, to which Joshua later added, ”You shall not shout or make your voice heard, neither shall any word go out of your mouth, until the day I tell you to shout” (v. 10).  Can you imagine what it must have been like to march around Jericho for seven days and not say a word?  Not one word of complaint or question; not one word spoken in defense to the mocking jeers of the Canaanites upon the wall.  Nothing.  Silent, strict obedience.  No doubt, it was a good thing.  First, it kept them from verbally incriminating themselves even if some doubt God’s power or His methods.  Two, it kept them from proud, arrogant responses to their enemy.

Fred and I have been given our marching orders.  As before with the Israelites, God has graciously provided a way for us to particpate with Him in His work; it’s called prayer.  What an effective tool that focuses the power of God on specific situations and frees His hand to move.  While tempted to speculate and/or manipulate the situation, we know that simple, quite, persistant obedience is what is necessary for victory; thus, we march.

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40 (More) Days of Prayer

Yesterday was an important day for us.

It began a month ago when Fred was unexpectedly offered a temporary position with Mongeral Seguros e Providências.  Impressed with his work and attitude, the company created a new position for him to keep him on staff, and yesterday Fred was contracted as an administrative assistant.  This is a tremendous blessing as it will provide much needed income for us as a married couple.  Although Fred serves as the youth pastor for Igreja Batista Bíblica Maranata, it is a small church that cannot even afford to pay its the senior pastor.  The financial poverty of this economically depressed neighborhood mirrors the spiritual poverty present, which is why Fred and I are committed to serving in Edson Queiroz; and just as God proved Himself faithful to provide for us through this job offer, we believe He will continue to do so in the future.

From the moment we first learned of Fred’s job possibility a week ago, it affected our progress towards his visa.  In fact, it halted the visa process altogther since there was no point in requesting a visitor visa for Fred if he was not going to be able to take time off from work to travel to the U.S.  (And who gets a month of vacation after only four months of employment?)  Our calculated resolutions to the situation were bittersweet with both blessings and disappointments to be had regardless of the outcome; but we found God’s grace sufficient as we committed the situation, the participants and the result to the Lord. 

Even so, I was eager to learn the outcome as it would be a defining moment, one that influenced whether Fred or I started packing.  In a wonderful “abundantly more” answer to prayer, God proved that “the heart of the king is in the hand of the Lord,” and Fred’s new employer agreed to an extended time off for his trip; but it wasn’t until we were filling out his visa application that Fred and I recognized the amazing providence of the Lord’s timing.  Thus far, the visa process has seemed needlessly slow; however, Fred’s new position is a great advantage as it provides a “pull” that ensures his return to Brazil, a significant concern for all visa requests to the U.S.

So it was with hearts full of blessing that Fred and I sat down together last night (via webcam) to fill out his application for a visitor visa; but our excitement was soon challenged by static, cut-off sentences and dropped telephone lines.  This was particularly frustrating as clear communication was essential to carefully answer each of the questions. 

Just one “wrong” answer on an application can have a detrimental effect on a visa request, including future ones!  (Believe it or not, one of the greatest counts against Fred and me is our engagment.)  Thus, in preparation, Fred and I sought much counsel from missionaries, friends, acquaintances – even a senator!  Based on their advice and our own experience, we carefully mapped out who would request Fred’s visa, who would provide surety for him, etc.  When we finally reached the last page of the application, I thought we were home free.  (Thought is the operative word in that sentence.)

Sometimes the Lord’s ways are mysterious and sometimes they’re not.  Nope, sometimes they’re like a punch in the nose, very obvious.  Last night was one of those times.  After agonizing over each question to provide truthful yet non-incriminating answer about the details concerning Fred’s trip, we reached Question #37 which asked directly and very specifically which, if any, of Fred’s family (including his fiancée) lived in or was a citizen of the United States.  There’s no subtle or diplomatic answer around that!

The Lord, of course, did this intentionally, not by changing the application right before our eyes, but through our ignorance that the question even existed on the application!  Our truthful answer to this question sends Fred into his interview with one strike - one very big strike – already against him.  As such, God has forced me to keep my expectation in Him. 

It’s hard to understand but visas are often times granted or denied on whims.  One’s visa experience depends almost entirely on the person handling it.  (For example, I have a definite preference when I go to the Federal Police in Fortaleza; the younger man who walks with a slight limp is much more friendly and helpful than the older, balding man with glasses and a mustache.)  The outcome of Fred’s visa request depends heavily upon those conducting his interview.  If they wake up on the wrong side of the bed that day, there’s little he can do, but that’s exactly where God’s power and sovereignty come into play.  As I mentioned earlier, “the heart of the king is in the hand of the Lord.”  Although a man might verbalize the outcome, it is ultimately God who will decide whether or not Fred receives his visa.

And ultimately, regardless of the outcome, God will be glorified, which is His primary purpose.  Should God continue to open doors, it will be an amazing testimony to His power and control.  Should He shoose to close this one, He will still prove Himself mighty through His provision of grace and by His power to use this process as a tool of change and growth in our lives.  Perhaps some of you have grown with us.

With all that said, please continue praying with us for Fred’s visa.  His visa interview is scheduled for 10:00 AM on June 28 (45 days from today) in Recife.  We are asking God for a favorable outcome but ultimately we desire His will.  Please pray also for Fred’s protection on the way and during his stay.  Recife is located in Pernambuco, another state, and Fred will travel there by bus for his interview.  It will be a long trip, and safety is always an issue in Brazil. 

We decided that by the end of all of this process, we’re going to have so many significant dates and anniversaries to commemorate (How many times are we going to get married?) that we’ll end up celebrating the whole year round!  Maybe that’s not such a bad deal, after all!

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Season Greetings from…IOWA!

That’s right!  I’m home for Christmas – actually, I’m home because my visa expired, but it will be a treat to spend the holidays with my family nonetheless.  As for the cold weather, well, I’ll take it (do I have a choice?) but it’s more of a trial than a treat.

Most of you know that my plans to apply for a permanent visa were radically altered in October after a visit to the Federal Police revealed that a new law had been passed altering the requirements to transfer a Type V visa into a permanent one. I did not fulfill the requirements; therefore, I could not apply.  God’s grace, however, is sufficient, and He has used this difficulty to prove His faithfulness, His greatness and His sovereignty.

The Fortaleza Academy’s urgent need for an English teacher persists as the current one is scheduled to leave in just a few weeks at the end of the first semester.  I believe the Lord has equipped and prepared me for “such a time as this”; so Lord willing, I will to return to Brazil temporarily on a tourist visa to teach English for the spring semester.  This will also enable me to continue my church and discipleship work at Igreja Batista Bíblica Maranata in Edson Queiroz, an economically depressed neighborhood of Fortaleza; I also desire to begin work on my biblical counseling certification.  

Then in July, I will return to the States for an important wedding – mine.  Yes, the rumors are all true, and I am engaged to Frederico Augusto Rodrigues after accepting his proposal of marraige to me on a moonlit beach in Taiba, Brazil, on October 26.

 

Engaging Evening 01

 Engaging Eveing 02

Fred (prounounced FREH-GEE) and I met at Igreja Batista Bíblica MaranataFred is the youth leader (so you may recognize or remember his name from my prayer letters or updates), and I was often called upon to help him organize activities.  Our time together revealed our complimentary strengths and weaknesses, our passion for ministry and our committment to Lord; while our prayers together confirmed His will for our lives.  Thus, Lord enabling, we will be married next summer here in the U.S.; after which which we will return to Brazil and continue with the work in Edson Queiroz.

Then after God has done abundantly more than I ever thought or asked, according to His perfect will, I will finally be qualified to apply for my permanent visa!

Engaging Evening 03

 “Now to Him who is able to do far more abundantly beyond all that we ask or think,
according to the power that works within us, TO HIM BE THE GLORY 
in the church and in Christ Jesus to all generations forever and ever.  Amen.”
Ephesians 3:20-21

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